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I am in painnnnn. And I want to stop eating junk food. Anyways the temptation to corrolate the fact that I tried to exercise and do pushups with the pain in my arm is so strong, but I feel this same kind of pain randomly all the time so I know it's not that. Man, this has just become a place for me to complain about my Ailments. I'm soooo sickly and diseased, I'm poorly, I'm ill. I have a weak constitution, I say, even though I really don't, I think I just have a rather low threshold for pain. ahhhh make it stop and get that stupid disgusting chips taste out of my mouth ugh I hate this. I am also off meds for upcoming appointment and IT IS TERRIBLE. I got a bloody nose and now it's incurably stuffy. The spider bites are all still here btw.
Day three (??? surely I must have miscaculated; I feel as though it is at least day five). I covered the line with a bandaid which has effectively stopped my futsing over it, but the second biggest second section is redder and itchier than ever. I fear I am developing a rash. And I just remembered -- I put my left hand into the water on the boat. So it is, now, quite possibly that I did put it intoa metaphorical bucket of spiders and bring this upon myself, though the fact that I went swimming later and am not covered with bites presents a large hole in that theory.
Day two of living with a line of very small bumps, presumably a spider bite, streching from the base of my thumb to the main back of my hand. Doesn't hurt but I am worried I'm just going to keep pinching it and making it worse. Other bug bites now have tiny scars where I pinched/popped them. Still wondering if I stuck my hand into a bucket of spiders to warrent this. 9 or 10 bites on my left hand/wrist, four of them groups. No bites anywhere else -- mosquito bites from being outside have faded. Guess I used bug spray well at family reunion? Will be returning this weekend. Wish me luck; facing homophobic cousins. Not out. Not going to come out.